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Beaches and Bear Hugs

“Give me a chance to make it right,” he petitioned, “I will fund your Master's and negotiate with your department to let you in.”

When life wasn’t doing what you wanted it to, money dissolved every barrier and sent your prayers over the heads of the pious to be answered first by God. It was the life he knew, an existence that had never required waiting in line – wherein  justice was only a philosophical topic because well, who really needed it? Money was the law. Where it went, favour followed. Money, with its chosen families who paid in sacrifice and secrets, dished out its will on whoever wherever. Money knew Andre well, he was one of its favourite sons but it was craving a daughter. It was craving a daughter who would be to its son what it had been to its first families. Those who called on its name and first formed covenants tied in blood. Covenants masked as mass destruction, mass conquests and crimes against humanity. Something so fearsome and so charged it could move even oceans at the right price had sifted through every body in Cape Town, through the streets of Green Point, overhead a white oval shaped stadium to a cosy five star restaurant on the edge of the V and A Waterfront. There its gaze landed on a woman with siren eyes that made it bend its rules and renegotiate all contracts of old. A new daughter, together they could do the most glorious things if it could get her to devote herself to it the way it had witnessed her devote herself to love. She was perfect for its contracts, perfect for its favourite son. An incorruptible corruptor with a voice like honey and a will like concrete, a gorgeous wrecking ball so beautiful she would be invited into every room. Money had to have her.

Nala narrowed her eyes. Black clutch to the side, she slid her manicured hands over the lap of her little black dress beneath the table in restraint. She didn't need the man sitting opposite her to pay for anything. 

“I take my job very seriously,” she said, “You could’ve told me you own Diamonds van Dormehl, Andre.”

“It’s my father’s company, siren eyes —” he tried.

“Stupid me, I thought it was just an eerie coincidence,” the model went on, “I care for very little but my career. Do you know what would happen if anyone found out that I used to sleep with the client?”

Andre chortled,

“Who cares? That was years ago.”

Nala’s sour disposition remained. His arrogance had clearly never taken a break. Their love had, if that’s what anyone could call it. Their friendship had, but his arrogance persisted through time tantamount to an uncovered precious gem — sharp-cornered,  polished and glaring. Well valued by the markets through which he strode, it was called confidence whenever he displayed it under the burning sun of capitalism. His smug face moved along masticating a complimentary bun with fervour. 

There was no amount of money in the world that would ever convince Nala to touch a bread basket.

“I shouldn’t have come here,” she muttered, looking towards the exit. Andre’s ebullient expression dimmed into an earnest one. The clink and clatter of stainless steel against porcelain as patrons ate amplified the silence between them. Andre Dormehl with a failed value proposition? Unheard of. The girl he knew would have lit up at his grand gestures, believing his parade of endearment was a sign of sincerity but the woman sitting opposite him was unimpressed. Andre sorely realised that his charm wasn’t going to do much for his redemption. He leaned back in an upholstered chair, contemplating his next steps.

“I should’ve led with an apology” he deduced.

Nala laughed,

“It would've been nice but you decided to pitch yourself to me like I was looking to buy – I'm having the time of my life without you. ”

Andre scoffed,

“With me is always better, you know that.”

Nonala raised her eyebrows,

“The stress I endured begs to differ.”

“Oh, the effect I have on you —”

Had on me,” she corrected. 

The man smiled, nodding slowly as her words twirled around him.

“Then let me make reparations,” he went on, “Name your price .”

Nonala rolled her eyes, annoyed. 

“Get the bill, Dormehl,” she said firmly.

“No,” he said.

“I insist,” Nala pressed.

“And yet you're still seated,” he smiled.

A thousand knives barrelled through her gaze to mar him but Andre received them as kisses. She was looking at him wasn’t she? 

“I am sorry,” he added quickly, “I’m here to make it right.”

“During fashion week?” Nala smirked, lifting her glass towards her dark rouged lips.

Andre’s gaze followed the mouth of her Bordeaux chalice and landed inside hers. He remembered unspeakable things. His fragrance clambered across the white table cloth desperate to get a grip on her. Slender hand to her clavicle, Nala traced her fingers along her shoulder before pushing keratin straightened hair behind her ear. She was doing what she could to mask her fluster and it seemed to be working because the only thing Andre lingered on was the diamond stud she was wearing. That and her matching riviere choker. His gaze bounced between the two. 

“Where did you get those?” he asked suddenly, raising wine to his pink pout.

Nala smirked,

“A lover bought them for me.”

Andre’s lofty smile sharply dwindled into a frown. That was her intent, of course. Nala was doing well but not well enough to splurge on fine jewellery and she had friends with money but none from whom she’d accept a gift that lavish. The perks of being a model were plenty and having associates who asked you to wear their items in public was one of them. Andre burned.

“That parure is nothing to me.”

“Well, it’s something to me –” 

“What grade are those? You’re walking around in VVS two?” he scoffed, “Those are pebbles, Nonala,” he said with some severity. He placed his wine glass down in restraint. The thought of another man dressing Nala in jewels taunted him, “A flawless woman should be in flawless diamonds.” Laughter tickled her lips, threatening to jeer at Dormehl’s eldest son. He was ridiculous. Years of silence and he dared to feel anything other than shame? The audacity. Making demands, claiming the rocks on her person weren’t good enough and clenching his stupid jawline every time he momentarily retreated into a thought. Detestable.

“I want you back, Nonala,” he said.

Nala clasped her hands together, restraining her neck from swerving in astonishment. The temptation to sway her bob side-to-side in an exaggerated moment of flabbergast was almost insurmountable.

“I want you back,” he reiterated, “Things are different now, I can protect you.”

Solemnness ebbed from each word and she took another swig of wine. 

“I told you to get the bill,” she sighed.

Andre raised a strong eyebrow,

“And I said no.”

“Dormehl — ” 

“Lay down your terms and conditions, siren eyes,” he insisted, “We’ve got time.”

The ease of summer nights at the V & A harbour wafted into the five star restaurant as the stand-off between the two continued. To Nala, it was a familiar feeling after four years of life in the Cape. Four years of being nobody's daughter, nobody's friend — only an acquaintance, a colleague, a mysterious stranger with a good eye and a world-class nose. Never a part of the crowd, never the outsider either. The top spots knew her, their patrons did not.  Her presence would seldom be graced but often felt. Her name was a well kept secret uttered by a select few. Her face on a poster, on a website, in a magazine, the surprise of seeing her on the runway - she had become an enigma. She preferred it that way. Her life in the Cape had been perfectly curated to give herself the best of everything without the nuisance of catering to the insecure.  

The iconic mountains that watched the mother city knew this. They also knew Andre and had watched him move in-between family estates in his early years, when he couldn’t fathom the depth of his privileges. It would be several years before he could and several more before he truly could. They’d watched Jan Dormehl’s first born being driven to and from Paul Roos in company cars. They’d watched him host birthdays in Camps Bay mansions without his father present because Dormehl senior was away doing business in Sandton. They’d watched Andre fall short of head boy despite being on multiple sports teams while top of his class and they’d watched him leave for the University of Johannesburg so he could join his family in Westcliff to focus on running Dormehl Industries one day. It was a curious sight because the mountains knew their lives were very different.  Nonala had fled to the Western Cape to be free from the memory of him only to find that Andre ruled it – his family always had. 

“Talk to me.”

A renewed smile slid onto Andre’s handsome face, no longer suppressed by the notion that another man could impress his university sweetheart. He would replace the pebbles she wore. 

“Come on, siren eyes,” he said, persuasion lacing every word, “Let’s make peace.”

He clenched his jaw, once again, visited by a brand new thought. Nala kept her composure. It was the jaw clench. It had been the jaw clench way back when and it was most certainly the jaw clench then. He must’ve known what he was doing.

“I won’t let you down, this time – let me show you I mean it.”

Nala shook her head, her smooth lips slipping into an amused smile at last. 

“Son,” she began.

Andre’s face lit up and they were twenty-three in his car again.

“Your ego’s writing cheques that your body can’t cash, ” they said in unison drawing laughter from each other.  Their eyes locked and a disgusted expression revisited Nala’s face. The warm fuzzies were lying. She had to be of sober mind. Andre watched her smile die down into a Reverse Red pout but that didn't bother him. He liked seeing her there, opposite him dressed to the nines. Her style had become mature and severe; precise stitching made it clear that so had her tax bracket.

“I missed that smile,” he admitted.

He’d always loved it. Her perfect teeth, accompanied by a couple of skewed ones behind her supple bottom lip, reminded him of his favourite paintings. A culmination of vision and chaos that tumbled through circumstance and timing to produce authenticity marked by the slight misapplication of technique in some areas. Impossible to fault. Breathtaking in delivery. A miracle. An immaculate positioning of time and place was her face.

What a thing to be held in his sight. Andre did not just see, he looked at life through eyes that lifted ordinary men into godly spaces. He grew bored often yet had not tired of resting his eyes on Nala Ndlovu. He yearned to push past billboards and posters to set them on her real skin, radiant and touchable. Her real body, her soft countenance only a reach away from his embrace. His trip had not been in vain. A million pairs of eyes could be watching her. Praises to the sky and flowers at her feet and Nala would still search the world for his gaze so that he could behold her image. 

“Tell me what you want,” Andre continued, “Tell me what you want, and I will make it happen.”

A deep sigh from the woman of his dreams and her next words were music to his ears.

“Okay, Dre,” she said, slowly sifting through some thoughts, “We can talk about it over drinks and canapés on a yacht tomorrow.”

Ebullience returned to Andre’s face. He slapped a strong hand on the table between them in a constrained celebration of sorts, revealing a gold signet ring with engravings of a lion and half-chequered shield on his left pinky finger. 

“A moment?” he whispered.

Nala watched him walk away and it was an experience to do so. His white Ralph Lauren hugged his torso in a just embrace, the rest of his  robust body was clad in navy tapered trousers. His feet, in classic brown loafers, eventually disappeared around the restaurant's double door entrance. Nala’s gaze lingered there for a while. She had done everything she could to forget him. She'd worked hard to remove any wishing, waiting, pining. Life was such a curious thing. With everything she'd conjured to deepen the chasm between them, it had still managed to bring him back? Nala was certain that the space between them had solidified over almost a decade of pride and disappointment. Yet, he'd appeared in her dressing room post runway. Led by her creative director, he'd asked to speak with her moments after she'd discovered he was her client. A Harvard clip-cut head of dirty blonde hair re-appeared at the lavish restaurant doors bearing a bouquet of red roses. A surprise. Andre towered effortlessly above anyone who stood as he passed.

“These are yours,” he said, offering the flowers to her. 

“Andre Dormehl, you withheld roses from me until I gave in?” 

The young man shook his head and he sat down.

“Hardly, I stepped out to reserve the yacht and noticed a vendor – I thought you’d like them.”

He was still the lazy romantic she’d known in her twenties. Nala smiled, halfway to a laugh. Of course he hadn’t thought of flowers but he would have if she’d said so; that was his allure. He did not make assumptions, he asked and he delivered. 

The flowers seemed to sweeten the air between them. Andre beamed at her from the other end of the table. 

“I asked them for a tailored menu,” he said suddenly. Yet another surprise – perhaps she’d judged him too soon. She twirled the bouquet, contemplating much. 

“Now please, let’s enjoy dinner as friends.”

“That’s a strong word,” Nala replied, flowers to the side.

“Would you prefer lovers?” Andre mused.

Nonala scoffed, laughter tickling her lips before she waved a hand in dismissal. 

“Tomorrow will decide that.”

The next morning, Nonala found herself in a grey V8 Zagato beside her suitor, cruising along the winding roads of Bantry Bay towards the Waterfront. It wasn’t Andre’s usual scene, he preferred yachting in Knysna but his girl-to-be wanted a yacht day in her city and he wouldn’t refuse her. They were greeted by the concierge at The One and Only hotel and Andre hopped out the car, playfully throwing his keys up for the valet to catch. The two men laughed and Dormehl’s eldest ran around the car to open Nala’s door before another man could. He smelled like a sea breeze, and Stirrup Bedfords complimented his face as if he were a catalogue picture. Raising almond eyes up at him, she accepted his hand and  stepped out of the vehicle. Andre kept his wits about him but he ached to dive into her like cool water. It had been years since he kissed her, touched her and laughed with her as if the world didn't matter. 

“I’m going to run up to my room to pick up something we’ll need for the boat,” he said.

Nala shrugged,

“And I’ll wait for you by the marina where I’ll order us breakfast – any excuse for a mimosa.”

Andre chuckled, playfully poking at her waist. 

“I really like that dress,” he said, eyeing her white babydoll ensemble.

Nala slipped her dark sunglasses onto her hairline.

“I bet you do, handsome,” she smiled, before turning away from the elevator towards glass doors that led to outdoor seating. Andre watched her go, it was quite the experience. She walked across the lobby, past the bar at the centre of the establishment and greeted some familiar faces. Nala was used to having brunch at the hotel with her model friends, often lounging beside the marina watching people paddle boarding over rosé and giggles. Afterwards, the women would run along a quiet, carpeted passageway to sit atop a private flight of stairs near a prayer room. There they would recount their aspirations and quietly cheers their achievements before returning to the main area where a new waiter would be having a mini heart attack thinking they’d dined and dashed. Nala and her friends always wandered off in hotels, it was their thing once the wine started flowing so she prioritised getting to know the staff to avoid a scene. Andre eventually joined her,  at home beside her as if the years gone by were only days. They would have a light breakfast before carting off towards the quay. 

The icy waters of the Atlantic sloshed against the hull of a twenty-three metre Ferreti but the couple on board hardly felt it. The afternoon was balmy, slowly roasted into day end bliss by Cape Town’s late summer sunshine. Nala lay on the nose of the vessel. Satisfied from the chef’s menu, she languished atop vinyl covered cushions in desperate need of sunshine after the swim she’d taken with Andre a few minutes earlier. In the distance, beachgoers at Clifton Fourth rolled around the sand on towels, others lay draped on rented loungers. She was happy not to be them, not anymore. Not since she’d first arrived in the city years ago. Since then the model spent her days on pay-for-access hotel lobbies and brand sponsored yachts. Across the deck, Andre stood beneath a shower, quietly enjoying his view of Nala’s feet and bottom as he washed off the ocean. Complimentary white towel to his face and torso, he stepped into the bar and emerged with two glass bottles of water. Sunglasses off the countertop, he made his way over to the bombshell he was dying to close.

Andre’s hunkering physique cast a shadow on her back and the woman looked over her shoulder at him. A topless wonder in blue Brunello Cucinelli swim shorts, he offered her a chilled bottle of Voss. Nala accepted it with both hands, grateful he’d compensated for her nautical laziness. She flopped back onto her flat belly as soon as she gulped down enough liquid to feel alright. Andre eyed her apple bottom down the length of his bottle and brought his gaze up to her naturally toned back.  Her black, high waist thong was thinner than the man’s patience on a Monday morning driving past the Johannesburg Stock Exchange. How did she manage to smell so good? He lay next to her, turning onto his abs to look out at the beach in the distance like she was when he noticed something protruding from the fishnet tote she’d brought on board with her.

“May I use some of that?” he asked.

Nala raised her head from her arm, confused. Andre gestured at the brown tube sticking out her Jacquemus. Nonala doubled back at him, both amused and surprised. 

“Sure,” she smiled, turning back to face the beach in the distance. Andre pulled the tube out and twirled it in his fingers before looking at Nala with child-like deliberation. 

“I want you to do it,” he braved.

Of course he did.

Nonala sat up, telling him to lay down. Andre obliged, excitement entering his limbs. All of them.  Nala unscrewed the cap before kneeling beside him.

“You can sit on me if you like,” he offered.

Her laugh was maniacal before she slathered the first glob of cocoa butter sunscreen across his back. Andre sighed. The cooling sensation demanded the shutting of his eyes.  Nala slid her hand across his shoulder blade, lingering there. She applied some pressure and he almost pleaded for marriage.

“An apartment in Sandton” he groaned, “I’ll get you whatever car you want. Whatever allowance you want… just come back with me.”

Nala slid her hand across his other shoulder, gripping the flesh with authority to elicit another groan as she undid another knot. Blood rushed to his face as relaxation rendered him blissful. Water lapped at the sides of the boat and the sun gave last minute kisses as it slowly began to descend towards dusk. Andre melted into the vinyl as she kneaded, his fair skin providing proof of contact at every point. It did something to her, seeing him at her mercy. Ravished by her softness...

“All done,” she cooed.

Andre turned over,

“Okay, but my chest, Nala —” he tried.

“You can reach your chest, Dre.”

He threw his head back and brought a cushion over his shorts as discreetly as possible, drawing a chuckle from his masseuse. A complementary silence fell  between them, punctuated by the sound of the water below and life on the shore. Nala turned back over, her mind tickled with repose. After a while of staring into the blue sky, Andre turned his face towards her only to find hers already towards him. Their eyes met. Nala observed the way his eyelashes were still stuck together from the shower. More complementary silence. Years flashed between them as they lay still, looking into each other’s faces like they used to from the hood of his car in Morningside. 

A cool breeze announced the arrival of sunset while they looked into each other’s familiar faces, silently tickled by the idea of setting the world on fire by choosing to be happy. Nala lay back, Bacon Bikini clad B's to the sky. She pressed her knees together and swung her body towards him to get comfortable. Out of his daze, Andre sighed and went in to close his offer.

“My jet leaves tomorrow morning, I have meetings but if I could, I would stay to convince you a little longer,” he admitted, watching her, “ So, what will it be? I can guarantee you won’t want for anything. I have an apartment on standby that will be done according to your liking. You’ll choose where you want to do your Master's, you’ll be in by the end of this month. I will make sure you can stand without me if it ever comes to that. You’ll be safe.”

“It’s impossible to refuse a bear hug, Andre,” Nala said.

The man raised an eyebrow,

“It’s a friendly offer —”

“Who turns down a life like that?” she went on, “Especially when it’s next to you?”

Andre smiled and turned to look up at the sky again. He wanted to kiss her and she wanted to kiss him too but they had to address the elephant on the vessel. Nala sighed, ambivalence visiting her disposition.

“Am I still your middle finger, Dre?” she asked.

Andre snorted, amused by the memory of Nala slamming his car door as she screamed, “I will not be your middle finger to your parents!”. He’d watched her turn away, blue summer dress flapping against the night, sneakers slamming against the pavement, long brown and blonde braids swaying side to side as she fled from him.

Nala repeated her words.

“You’re the whole hand,” he replied, playfully nudging her shoulder with a soft fist. Nonala smirked.

“Your right hand,” she mused.

“Both of them,” he said softly, watching the gold undertones in her skin melt into mocha as the sun fell behind the horizon in surrender to the night. 

Nala sighed, placing her hands on her stomach and she smiled to herself. Content. 

She didn’t mind it, not anymore. She accepted a fate where she didn’t have to choose what was right in the eyes of people to be happy. Nonala Ndlovu no longer worried about being misunderstood – a little selfishness went a long way. Nothing phased her, not even the reality that the man who’d caused her to flee the city of gold was proposing a lavish lifestyle, comfort and security in the form of assets in exchange for her time in the dark.

It would be in the dark.

Jan Dormehl wasn’t going to suddenly welcome her into his family. She knew that. A purple and bluish sky above them, dark waters below, they finalised their agreement. 

Andre beamed, pride lining his perfect face to punch a dimple into his right cheek. He grabbed her excitedly, pulling her body against his.

“You won’t regret it,” he promised.

Nonala searched his face and stopped at his blue eyes, 

“I don’t intend to.”

    • BOOK TWO: DIAMONDS FOR DINNER

      Release date: TBA

      Diamonds for Dinner is the second installment of Nona Zuri's Diamond Collection.

    • BOOK THREE: FAMILY VALUES

      Release date: TBA

      Family Values is the third installment of Nona Zuri's Diamond Collection.

    This collection is inspired by true events in the author's life and real events in South Africa's history and current affairs.
    Gemstone mining is the bedrock of South Africa's economy and the industry has been at the center of various socio-political issues that South Africa has. Much like the rest of the continent, the effects of the scramble for Africa are still visible in the author's home country, not just on a macro scale but a micro scale too; impacting families, friendships and love stories.
    This series articulates the shadows of glamour and ambition as they cast themselves over two young people who get thrust into the realities of duty and power while desperate to hold onto each other. It is a luminescent collection of family, dynasty and the intimate wars fought in-between the love found betwixt Nala Ndlovu and Andre Dormehl.

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